WLTGWITU Chapter 27

The car waited directly at the company entrance for her call. And many small gestures, my close friends admired my attentiveness… It wasn’t until I found out about her breakup at the end of last year that I confessed to her. She didn’t reject me or accept me, but just told me that she had slowly felt what I had done before. She was willing to keep in touch because this breakup made her too sad and she didn’t feel like starting a relationship yet.

This A was her own choice among several suitors at the time. There were two guys in the company who were pursuing her. They were more handsome than A, richer than A, and had a higher status than A. It could be said that A was objectively the worst. A was an electrician in a small company with an annual income of less than 70,000. But A’s greatest characteristic was his sweet talk, he knew how to coax girls. She herself said: Being with A was very happy, giving her unprecedented emotional value, like returning to the innocent, romantic and happy days of her twenties. Whether it was two, three, or five days a week, they were happy when they were together; when they weren’t together, they were busy with their own things and didn’t interfere with each other. She enjoyed this kind of relationship so much that even if she wasn’t satisfied with many aspects of A, she treated A with a flattering attitude, because she felt that as long as A was happy, she would be happy too. The sincere suitors in the company failed to win her over in half a year, but this A succeeded in just over a month.

The reason for the breakup was that she accidentally discovered that A was an Ocean King, and even shared and showed off their intimate audio, video, and sweet words with his brothers and friends, which was spread around. Because from the beginning to the end, she believed that A was in love with her because they shared common interests, although it wasn’t necessarily aimed at marriage, she didn’t expect him to be an Ocean King, not only playing with her feelings but also using it as a battle achievement to show off.

Breaking up definitely has a painful recovery period, and there are also those rumors and gossip to worry about. At this time, although I wasn’t accepted but wasn’t rejected after my confession, I definitely wanted to take this opportunity to comfort and pursue her.

I worked hard to do a lot of research to understand more, and also to be able to pursue her faster and more steadily – A is not only an Ocean King but also scum. After learning about more unspeakable things, I don’t dare and can’t bear it. Recently, I am really very confused. I have suffered a heavy blow in the workplace, which has led to doubts about myself and life…

When I first met my Husband, although his family was better than mine, his salary was not as high as mine. Plus, I was quite competitive, so I was the more dominant one in this relationship. Of course, he is a very good person, considerate, reliable, and motivated, with many advantages, otherwise it would have been impossible to be with him.

I work in the internet industry. My salary in a big company used to be okay, but everyone knows the market situation these past few years. Last year, I was also laid off during company optimization. After resting for 2 months, it was very difficult to find a job again as an older, childless woman. It was impossible to get a salary equal to what I had before, so I ended up taking a 50% pay cut to join a small company.

On the other hand, my Husband has been jumping jobs, getting promotions, and getting salary increases these past few years. Now his annual salary is 4 times mine. He leads a team of more than a dozen people, and his annual salary will most likely increase… I’m really not showing off, I am a particularly insecure person and very competitive. Fortunately, my Husband is quite understanding. After marriage, he turned in most of his salary, but of course, I have never restricted his spending.

Although he still shares housework and childcare with me, I am worried that he will be calculative in the future… My Mother-in-law and Father-in-law already look down on my family, and this will only get worse. Before marriage, my Mother-in-law vaguely said that girls should take more care of the family. Now that my Husband earns more, the woman should shoulder more of the housework. His parents are a ready-made example, and I really mind that.

You – I, big – small, more – less, up – down, left – right….

On the one hand, your personality is not bad and weak, you don’t want the gap with him to be too small, on the other hand, you are also very confused about yourself. You are 32 years old, considered an old person in this industry, and with the industry declining, the future prospects suddenly become dim. You used to be full of energy, but now… it feels like you’re only earning a small amount of money.

In short, this is a very depressing article, the anxiety and sadness of a 30-year-old woman in the internet industry, alas. I still confided in her, but seeing that she was sad and hadn’t completely forgotten that time, I used a fake WeChat account for the first time in my life, added her to the WeChat group she often frequented, and acted as a Friend to analyze the scum man’s behavior for her, in order to let her forget as soon as possible; at the same time, I also used this fake account to play a role and let her recognize my words and deeds more, and agree with me.

After pursuing her for two or three months in this roundabout way, I succeeded. Our subsequent days were very harmonious. No matter what we did together, we both had each other in our hearts, and I was also fortunate that I didn’t misjudge her. She is a good girl with boundaries, rules, and not flirtatious because of good conditions. In the eyes of some friends and colleagues who know us, we are very happy. We both always think of each other.

However, the reversal was at the beginning of this month. Because I am also wholeheartedly devoted to her, I don’t hide anything from her, whether it’s my bank card or phone password. Because I treat her sincerely, although I don’t necessarily want her to marry me, as long as she is happy, she can do whatever she wants. That day, it was my fault, we went to dinner together after work, I was going to show her something, my hands were dirty, so I asked her to open my WeChat, I forgot that I was logged into the fake account. Actually, I rarely use the fake account, I don’t know why I logged into this account that day.

She was dumbfounded, and I was also stunned. She understood instantly, and I had to admit it in the face of the facts, but I quickly explained that there was goodwill. In the beginning, it was only because some things were inconvenient to say in person, so I borrowed the fake account to speak for me, and also because I just wanted to pursue you, my goddess.

She said: I know that you sincerely like me, and I have also treated you sincerely these past few months, I have always known this; but I didn’t expect that you would use this fake account to pursue me from the beginning, using a trick on me. I was already deceived by a scumbag for a year before I even knew it, and it was only when I was with you that I realized I had been deceived by A.

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