PF Chapter 36

Am I crazy?

However, for some reason, the family of my good classmate strongly blamed everything on me.

They constantly insulted me, regarding me as a jinx, that I had harmed their child.

This, again, is a bad person.

Why, why, why do I have to endure all this? Do I have to poison everyone to escape this?

Zhang Quan didn’t know. At that time, he was just a child, a real child.

I transferred schools. None of the things I imagined came true. If I had stayed there any longer, I might have bought dozens of bottles of paraquat and poured them into the only well in the village.

He had thought about all of this, without fear.

Compared to being insulted by others, the guilt of poisoning all those who cursed him was insignificant.

If he could choose again, when he experienced the pain of that great event once more.

Then, he would only buy a few more bottles and pour the paraquat into everyone’s water.

There is no such thing as benevolence, justice, or morality. This world has no place for him, no light for him to feel.

In the new school, his grades plummeted, so bad that his father, whom he hadn’t seen once a year, was invited to the school by the teacher.

That was the first time his father had said so much to him.

His father was an uncultured worker.

That year, I was 12.

He knew what I had been through. He had heard about the teacher’s crimes from my relatives and friends.

He suddenly looked much older. The words that had been so confident suddenly deflated.

Perhaps he wasn’t as bad as I thought, because everyone around me reminded me of his good qualities.

He would come to comfort me when he learned what I had been through, telling me his reasons.

But, all of this was after that incident happened. I killed someone, I killed someone!

This matter will be etched in my heart for the rest of my life.

I will never be a good person. Good people don’t kill people.

I am trash.

And he was the accomplice who pushed everything. He told the teacher that if I didn’t listen, to beat me to death.

It was him who scolded me when I told him everything. It was him who pushed me into the abyss.

It’s all his fault.

But, I learned to disguise myself. I disguised myself as a normal person, doing the same things as them.

Even though in my eyes, they were just pitiful worms with absolute fear of the rules.

I have experienced humanity, know the ugliest aspects of people, and see that humans are creatures who dare not die in this world.

In the darkest moment of my life, my only brother in this life appeared.

It was him who saved me.

Unfortunately, he died, died of cancer. When I heard the news of his death, it was a rainy night.

I didn’t go home, home?

Just some people who put on a show for me. I ran to his grave.

He, Old Liu, had been buried in the ground for only a few hours.

His family, burdened him. He was admitted to university, but his family wouldn’t let him go because he was the only male in the family.

His father, held a knife to his own neck, threatening him to stay.

He compromised. People who went to university with him, had decent jobs, and others, also had good jobs.

Only him, Old Liu, was a farmer.

He wanted to be a doctor, because his mother died because she didn’t have money for treatment.

When his father, saw everyone’s future, he kept complaining in front of him, why he didn’t insist on him going to elementary school.

When cancer was diagnosed, Old Liu calmly accepted everything.

He told me that his life wasn’t his own, and that God was now going to let him live his own life.

Next life, he wants to be a doctor, not care about his family, and he wants to be born into a good family.

Not for money, but because a good family, will unhesitatingly support their child’s education.

Life is a joke, and I am a character in the joke.

People don’t have the right to choose, everything is arranged. There are no exceptions, God is fair, equally letting everyone experience suffering.

Memories end.

The sound of monsters approaching from behind is hinting at the countdown to life.

A person’s life has more suffering.

Monsters are invading, is God looking down and wants to take away all those who are suffering?

……

In the sky, the two people under the chessboard, stopped at the same time.

Is the number of people enough?

Enough.

Then, let’s begin.

What Zhang Quan didn’t expect was that he was right, everything he said was fake.

The two people on the chessboard, one is the enforcer of the world, a god. He has no name, or rather, he has had many names.

He has been observing everything in the world. Humans, are the only creatures with extremely high intelligence.

However, although, they have thought consciousness and intelligence no less than his own.

But, they are greedy, have uncontrollable factors, and they don’t have the idea of uniting together.

They enslave their own kind for resources, food, and power.

They attack their own people, and their deaths are bizarre, no creature can imitate their existence.

Because, if there is a threat to their own group, humans will unite together, eliminating other indispensable parts of nature.

Then, internal strife, their own people attacking each other.

Survival, humans are good at it, but, the world doesn’t need this group.

When human technology has developed to this point, God cannot let them continue.

The direction of human development is wrong.

All creatures in the universe, rely on their own genes to evolve, becoming stronger and stronger.

God will also become stronger.

Now more advanced god…

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