HTDI Chapter 54

A cold wind entered, and the two people on different wavelengths fell silent.

Yan Hua said, “Some things, once started, there’s no turning back.”

He agreed with that.

If he had forcefully pulled Yan Hua away in the library that day, disregarding her feelings, and dragged her out of that library, what would have happened?

However, what had already happened could not be undone.

What was the point of thinking about it now?

Hearing Su Mingfei’s words, she turned her head to look at him.

At this moment, Su Mingfei felt much relieved after speaking.

This matter had yet to be put down in his heart.

Although it was only a short time, he really couldn’t let it go.

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at Yan Hua.

Yan Hua suddenly embraced him and kissed him.

The scent from her nostrils rushed into his mind, and he hurriedly pushed her away.

He said, “What are you doing?”

She looked ahead, where the moonlight shone in, illuminating the surroundings.

She said:

Hearing this, he looked at Yan Hua. To be honest, judging by the standards of an average woman, Yan Hua had neither figure nor looks, what should be protruding was protruding, and what should be concave was concave, which was actually quite good.

However, for some reason, if it came to dating, he wouldn’t want to be with her.

He didn’t know why either.

Su Mingfei looked at her and asked.

He didn’t understand this feeling, he couldn’t even understand himself.

As she spoke, Yan Hua grabbed his hand and suddenly pressed it onto her breast.

Instantly feeling the soft thing, he hurriedly tightened his hand and shook off her hand.

“What are you doing?”

He withdrew his hand and said awkwardly.

Yan Hua looked at him and said mockingly:

“The body is yours! If you don’t want it, can it still fight? Admit it, you’re not a saint, you’re just an ordinary man with desires.”

Yan Hua, seemingly thinking of something, began to talk about philosophy.

He heard it very clearly.

But he couldn’t refute it.

Since the birth of all living beings, the instinct of reproduction has been passed down through generations, engraved in every part of the body.

In the outside world, the world he once lived in, anyone who didn’t marry and have children was unfilial, violated the will of heaven! Was possessed by a demon, was a devil!

Reproduction was almost everyone’s destiny!

It was the task given to all living beings by the spirit of creation!

No one could escape.

Yan Hua said, leaning back, closing her eyes.

He turned his head.

Looking at Yan Hua again, he asked himself, what did he want?

Was he a hypocritical person?

But if he didn’t hide his desires, what was the difference between him and an inanimate object?

No, perhaps, humans and animals were not much different in terms of lust.

For a time, all kinds of thoughts converged in his mind.

Why did it become his trouble?

He didn’t understand!

He really didn’t understand!

Was it probably because of that?

From a young age, his parents had always been very strict with him.

His parents were both soldiers, both great professions! This gave him a lot of pressure!

With such a background, he couldn’t tolerate his own failure!

He couldn’t accept failure!

He wanted to be a perfect person.

An existence close to a saint!

But that was too difficult, too difficult.

This gave him a lot of confusion.

Seemingly noticing the man’s gaze, Yan Hua intentionally straightened her proud chest.

His gaze uncontrollably watched, following Yan Hua’s undulations, it also followed the undulations.

Su Mingfei swallowed, his gaze involuntarily looking down.

His mouth was breathing rapidly, and a kind of guilt arose from his heart, as if he had just done something unforgivable!

In his heart, he still hated Feng Ying, how could he think about such things!

On the road to heaven, his clean white clothes were stained with black water.

Could he reach heaven like this?

No!

He couldn’t even pass his own pure heart!

He breathed, but Yan Hua’s appearance just now reappeared in his mind, that tempting appearance lingered!

Thinking about how tempting it would be if Yan Hua wasn’t wearing anything!

The thought of making him fall into the devil’s path constantly rose!

He suppressed his inner self again, but Yan Hua stood up, and then sat on his lap.

She looked at him.

He was also looking at her.

The desire in his heart erupted again.

Time passed, Feng Ying was sleeping comfortably, in her dream she dreamed of a happy thing, that was wearing a wedding dress with Su Mingfei, and then, the two of them being intimate day and night, until they were too tired to move.

Su Qing also dreamed of her parents who hadn’t changed, at that time, how much did her parents hate her.

And Su Baihan, in her dream, she dreamed of the face of the strange man that had appeared in her mind last time, and a strange woman.

These two strangers were calling her name.

“Su Baihan! My daughter! Are you okay!”

“Where exactly am I?”

Hearing the words of these two strangers, she recalled the happiness of this period of time, and then said:

“Mom and Dad, I’m in a very safe, very happy place!”

The corners of her mouth couldn’t help but reveal a smile.

And downstairs, in the moonlight, two naked figures were close together, entwined.

The sound of bone-deep entanglement was desperately suppressed!

When the two finished, an hour later, Yan Hua put on her clothes, and said to him, “I was very happy just now, what I said before. I will always be your person.”

After speaking, she weakly supported the wall and went upstairs to rest.

“Hoo!”

“Hoo!”

“Hoo!”

The man breathed heavily, then got up, put on his pants, and using the moonlight, cleaned the scene with a mop.

He mopped softly, went to the kitchen, and carefully washed it away with water!

At this time, Feng Ying hugged him, hugging him unconsciously, which startled him.

However, it was just a hug, and then, he heard her voice.

That was the sound of breathing.

For a time, he felt very complicated.

Was he cheating?

No!

No!

Now it was different from the outside world!

He shouldn’t be bound!

Everything from the outside world could be abandoned here!

This was a brand new life and death!

He should be happy!

Do whatever he wanted!

He should be happy!

Yes!

That was the harvest tonight!

Thinking this way, he fell asleep.

The clothes she was wearing were still there!

The pants she was wearing were still there!

She smelled herself.

She was sure that Su Mingfei didn’t touch her last night.

That was to say, last night, Su Mingfei didn’t even want her!

Such a big living person.

Such a clown!

What should be protruding was protruding!

What should be concave was concave!

He didn’t even want her!

To be honest, she felt both happy and a little disappointed!

What made her happy was that she had told him before that he couldn’t touch her before marriage, and he had done that.

But what was disappointing was that when she was asleep, he didn’t take advantage of the situation!

Women, were really complex creatures!

She said to herself, then got up and changed her clothes.

This was originally her boudoir.

She changed into new clothes and pants, jeans and a black shirt.

She yawned and went out, and saw Su Mingfei busy preparing breakfast downstairs.

She pushed open another room, and saw Yan Hua sleeping there covered with a quilt, and the two little ones were also sleeping.

Feng Ying carefully closed the door and went to the bathroom.

She began to wash up.

When she was completely ready to go out, she saw Yan Hua, both of them looking a little bad, with both love and hatred, unable to distinguish what was love and what was hatred, so they simply turned their heads and pretended not to see each other.

The two brushed past each other, Yan Hua entered the bathroom to take a bath, the slightly hot water rolled over her entire body, and then, she seemed to have remembered something, laughed heartily, laughing non-stop, and then muttered to herself:

“In order to make her unhappy, I even gave up my own body.”

As she spoke, she suddenly became sad, and tears couldn’t stop flowing.

She was gay, really gay, only after breaking up with Feng Ying did she realize that she was gay, how much she cared about her!

The nights without her were so tormenting!

She wanted to die happily.

She wanted to live happily!

Therefore, when she was being held back, she also chose to let go!

Until she heard that Feng Ying had love, that was the new man, named Su Mingfei.

When she saw him, to be honest, she also hated him.

Women, were really complex creatures, she thought so.

She thought she hated Su Mingfei!

She thought so!

Until yesterday evening, she heard that Su Mingfei was going to stay overnight at Feng Ying’s house, her heart changed!

Immersed in pain and constant reflection, finally, she understood.

Originally, she was straight, she didn’t like women at all!

With her conditions, how could she not find a man when she was in school, it was her heart that had been rejecting!

In other words, she was born straight!

She didn’t like the opposite sex!

The reason why she thought she hated Su Mingfei was because Su Mingfei and Feng Ying had contact, hating the crow in the house, that was all!

But it was too late!

Her first time had already been given to Su Mingfei!

She hated it!

But what had passed had passed!

Could not be changed!

At that moment, she made a decision!

She wanted to destroy Feng Ying’s happiness!

Didn’t she like that woman?

Then, she would find a way to make that man fall in love with her, cheat on Feng Ying!

No!

Not enough!

Since she and that woman Su Mingfei had had intercourse, she wanted to get pregnant with his child earlier than Feng Ying!

Yes!

She wanted to destroy Feng Ying’s happiness!

Thinking of this, Yan Hua smiled again, that look, that smile, was very twisted, that was not a happy smile.

“Hoo hoo hoo!”

She took a deep breath, and then thought of her intimacy with Su Mingfei last night, touching the place where the two of them were intimate last night, just touching, and then she opened her eyes and said:

“So this is the feeling of tasting a woman? It seems not bad!”

She hurriedly responded with a smile.

For her, the children were innocent, although now she was avenging Feng Ying through Su Mingfei, but she didn’t have the heart to use Su Mingfei’s two little ones, because the children were innocent, their growth was very important!

Qing Su and Su Baihan simply wiped their faces, and then took out the toothbrushes and toothpaste that Feng Ying had left for them in the bathroom, and started using them.

After brushing their teeth, the two looked at the mirror, and Qing Su suddenly asked:

Su Baihan stopped her actions, looked at Qing Su, and said:

“I feel like you’ve changed a bit compared to before.”

“Really?”

Qing Su looked at the mirror, and then at herself, and then at Su Baihan, and said, “I’m still the same me, what’s wrong?”

Looking at her innocent eyes, Su Baihan frowned and said:

In an instant, Qing Su’s childish face became extremely ugly!

Her face was gloomy as she looked at Su Baihan.

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